

“Ruby, lie down.”
Headwaters
She heeds, temporarily at bay. Managing sheep means managing a sheep dog – something Ryan didn't have to do growing up. When he was young, his dad ran the farm as a row crop and livestock confinement operation.
“Ruby. Ruby come. Ruby.”
Meanders
Ruby trots back to Ryan after another eager pass around the sheep, re-corralled tightly back into the corner of the barn. These sheep were once part of a much larger flock. But in fall 2024, Ryan sent the vast majority – 1,000 animals – to Texas to graze under a solar panel installation. This remnant flock, plus a docile cow, are all the livestock that now remain on the farm over winter since Ryan's shift to contract grazing.

“Ruby. Ruby come now.”
Oxbows
Ryan moves back, hoping that a little distance might lessen Ruby's sheep fixation. It doesn't. Standing at the base of the old brick silo, Ryan stares down at her as he muses on the process of change. “In the end,” he says, “change can be hard. It's painful. We're creatures of habit.” The same seems true for Ruby also. “But that's something I'll say for this farm. Every generation has had to change, adapt, because agriculture is always evolving. I'm afraid if you don't, eventually you get a little bit trapped.” Holistic Management has helped Ryan navigate through the process. But he's also quick to underscore the importance of community. You have to talk with people, he says. “And not necessarily always like-minded people. Try to explain to them what you're doing and why you're doing it. That will really make you think sometimes, and you have to have a good answer.” Rivers flow around obstacles rather than through them. They bend and turn – sometimes doubling back – to keep moving forward. The straight line is not the goal. The river seeks only to continue on its journey. “I'm just trying to think outside the box and look for opportunities,” Ryan says as Ruby tenses next to him. Focused in on the flock, her brain runs a route before her, calculating and eager to return to her Sisyphean task of putting the sheep in perfect order. There's always a new approach to the problem.“Ruby. Ruby done.”

